Suicide and greed thoughts

Have you ever had a thought of suicide or greed come over you? Well, when I drive on the freeway to Pittsburg I feel this. Its at the top of the hill near Bay Point. I can't help but think it is the spirit of God saying "this is the spirit operating here." When I drive through Alamo and Danville a strange feeling comes again. This one is rushed, competitive, anger, power and a money greed. I almost couldn't drive. I had to stop and get ahold of myself and figure out what these feelings were. At first I couldn't identify them. Why am I feeling like this? It was sickening. I prayed and thanked God for His wisdom and protection over me as He revealed the spirit. I connect this to a Pastor being assigned a region and how he must first identify the strongholds of his area so he can address them. Then he can take authority over them by the power vested in him. My God, the burden a Pastor must deal with. Pray for your Pastors.